coNfusioN coNsumEs uS aLL

2009-06-03T20:51:00.004+08:00

dawn drew in on 30 may... phone rings
"Happy Birthday baby!! i noe i'm first"
tt wld b my dearest bie and whr was birthday girl?

At citylink doing merchandising!! lolx
yup, folks i spend the 1st few hrs of my bday WORKING

bday wishes started coming in...
at abt 4am birthday girl got some rest...

8am- woken up by family 618,608 and pasir ris
bie came at abt 11am to spend the day wid me
3pm- tea party wid bie and my fam
day continues spending time wid bie

tks bie for the Carlo Rino and love
tks family for the time and tea party at Carousel
tks bestie marni for the gift from the heart
tks yana, jasmine, kak nani, eugene, irfan dearie and kak, kak adeq
tks kak siti, syai, aunt naom, kak wati for the wishes from the heart
you ppl are the light of my life!

*no matter wat, i love you

2009-05-07T21:38:00.004+08:00

forgive my hiatus..

its been a difficult time for me & him...
both the heads of our family got hurt
my dad in an accident
his dad had fever due to infection

syukur....
my dad is out of hospital & on MC rite nw
his dad is still in hospital for observation
bt at least his infection is gone...

swine flu has hit us,
pls take care ppl

*the future is ours to take

2009-02-16T19:20:00.020+08:00

been HIATUS for awhile..

so lets just gif u a pictorial view of my Valentine's day..

start of day was Mcdonalds... though
delivery guy looks familiar!!

my man Njoying his bfast...

we headed to west part of SG to spread love...
to the BIRDS!!

dear posing with his fav, OLD MAN STORK.
yup dear, you're reaching thr, but i still love you

my fav is this pretty boy,
who greeted every1 who came near..

dear must have taken Mr. Pelican's fish!!

i'm chilling with Mrs. Pelican...

"can i jump in?" was his innocent qns

they make quite the pair, dont they?

"he cant keep his balance if i do this!"

he jus had to jump in and find the fossils!

cookie cake too good to eat

cosying it up in a phone booth

love us, love our shades!

man-made waterfall doesnt interest him

a little nap before movie, Underworld

dinner at PastaMania ended the day

all above made possible by my one and only

may all have great love and memorable memories,
i did... and i love HIM

a rose- the essence and representation
of Valentine's day

2008-10-30T19:33:00.002+08:00

A. Ghani Bin Mohd Seh
28.09.1929 to 27.10.2008

You're the one that made me feel safe
whenever i fumble
You're the one and only grandfather
i know, adore and love
And now you've gone to a better place
that i know

my tears wont bring you back
and it might even cause you some
uneasiness wen you look down on me
so i have to stop crying now
and pray for you always

I know you love me and I will always love you

*atok, kita akan bertemu sekali lagi
it's not goodbye, its a see you later

2008-08-12T17:36:00.008+08:00

09 August 2008 marks a special day for S'pore
and US!!

Its been a year since we started US
and we've made this far.. alhamdulilah

waiting for our movie, Journey to Center of the Earth

our lunch at Swensens

a snap for our memory book

bie enjoying his brownies from urs truly

we started our day at bugis at 1230
our movie was at 1330 so we walked ard
Journey to the center of the Earth is a MUST SEE

lunch at swensens then walked ard a while
then headed home where celebrations continued
dinner with the fam was great!! yummy-licious!!
NDP was ok la... march is always WOW!
but this year alamak!! y got the fans?

ok that's abt it...

bie dearest,
thank you for the time spent
thank you for the endless care and love
thank you for being you

*love is all around

2008-07-15T15:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

so cute la he... trying to imitate me!!

bie turned 24 yest...
my love came to my place to hang out....
hope he loved his gift and his meal!!

luv you loads, dearie....

many, many more celebrations yar...

2008-07-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

the someone this is meant for mite not even be reading it
but it has to be said

Dear YOU,

This entry is a letter to you...

We fell apart long ago bcos of a misunderstanding...
and we made up cos our frenship is a treasure
BUT now, yrs later, we are apart again
this time i'm not reali sure why

was it bcos i brought feelings to the frenship?
then i'm sori... if i knew this wld happen, i wld choose:
NOT to love you
but one cannot choose not to fall in love

you never realised tt i chose our frenship
above my feelings for you...

you forgot what you told me
to never let the frenship die like it did tt time
but i guess tt was jus words from you
everyone tells me to make the move...
BUT you know me, i'll not make the 1st move

As the lines from this song states (improved)

I saw you with your new girl just tt day, I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say, I'll admit that I was impressed

Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind, I can't help but question
Does she love you like I do?
Are you happy with her now?

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, You're gonna remember me

I can't forget how we used to be, Our life from day to day
A new man has given me attention, It ain't the same as your affection
But I'm content

my man... i gave him a hard time
but he's still here loving me and i love him for tt
who says, you cant fall in love twice?
i just did

i'll always treasure what we had
the frenship
the laughter
the outz
memories they shall be

*this is my official final goodbye

2008-06-20T15:04:00.008+08:00

30 may 2008
my fam woke me up at 6am to give me my pressies..
so LUV IT!! list of pressies as follows
-my lovely GUESS bag
-2 necklaces and earrings
-1 SK necklace from bie's fam
-1 cutesy necklace from the buang sistas

thx ppl! luv you all loads

bie asked me to mit at 10am to set out to 'SURPRISE'
ended up at Mandai Road... the zoo!! i so luv...
he bought the park hopper and we headed to our little excursion
let the pics speak for themselves

my love and me

he looks so happy to be in a crate
send you to australia zoo den u noe *lol*

baby tapir has since grown

bie was like :baby, we didnt c the tapir..
i replied:nope nt yet... its jus here.. you like to c them dun you
bie:yeah.. eh the baby not here...
me:huh? it grow already la.. last time we came here was 5 mths ago..
there its over there... the smaller one

history:
there was a baby tapir (brown wid white spots) 5 mths back
it has grown since to be the same color as the adult...

night safari was our 2nd stop for the day

bie's gifts were
-zoo&night safari trip
-cheesecake from coffee bean
-a pair of HOT, SEXY heels
-an anklet

ok yah... i so luv ALL my gifts...
and i so LUV him for making my day a special one *muack

2008-05-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

VACANCY!!!
If you meet the requirements, pls apply....

-Responsibility is a MUST
-Security when I'm around you
-Trust worthy
-Family must APPROVE
-Love for me and family

AND loads more!!! apply to find out yar....

SORRY! Application closed!

Someone has been chosen...
Though he needs some tuning here&there..
he's my LOVE

2008-04-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

"Take A Bow" - Rihanna

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]
Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout' Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now

2008-04-01T09:30:00.005+08:00

we went to night safari!!
bie, me, syq and azmi
some how i cant find my bro's pic...

headbanz!! i bought this game for the chalet
try-out was at aunt naom's house
wid zureen, syq and azmi (all not pictured)

i'm still content...
i'm living in bliss wid the choice i made...
he's the MR of mine

oooh!! btw i've got my PSP!!

*a new chapter of our LOVE opens every day

2008-02-24T20:14:00.005+08:00

hmmm...

RANDOM!!!

his old faithful 'CATERPILLAR'

he luvs it SO MUCH!

how many yrs were you 2geda,dear?

the guard on duty is sneaking a snooze

enjoying the swordfish

a boy and his kite

he bought this $6 kite... and it tore!!

GOSH! gif me 2 sticks and paper and a kite is born...

urs truly....

taken before heading out for pauline's wedding

2008-02-20T19:51:00.003+08:00

thousand apologies for the blurry pics in prev entry...

this is just something i nid to say

i was kinda let down tt day...
kinda frustrating cos i didnt want to say anything
cos tt mite lead to me upsetting tt person &
tt cld lead to tt person to feel like i xpect too much
a BIG sigh~

too complicated? Nvrmind~ its jus for me to noe...
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a short story tt lead to happy beginnings...

1 fine day this guy decided to browse his fren's profile,
saw this girl's pic and decided to msg her
they became frens, this shy guy asked her out
feelings grew and like they all say:
all's end well
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i wan to get my PSP!!
gotta wait.... for payday&free time
bie said: go with me ok? if you wanna buy
i said :yeah i noe...
so i must also wait till he's free

*you're the best part of my day

2008-02-04T21:16:00.001+08:00

introducing biruku...

directed by syq part 1

directed by syq part 2

the photos speak a thousand words

*i'm happy now.... cos he makes me happy..

"With You"- Chris Brown

I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..

[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do'
cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

[Chorus:]
Oh!I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
Wat I feel when I'm
With you [x5]
Girl..With you [x5]

[Verse 2]
Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

[Bridge]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.And..

[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Oh..With you [x5]
Yeah Heh..

[Bridge 2]
And I..Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day
I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus]
With you [x5]
Girl..With you [x5]

2008-01-04T16:01:00.000+08:00

"That's when I Love You" - Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, When I love you no matter what
No matter what

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yea i admit ok....

*my one and only biru

2008-01-04T15:38:00.000+08:00

"Tattoo" -Jordin Sparks

Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus X2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

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this is dedicated to the past....
just like a tattoo, i'll always have you

2008-01-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

2008 is in the house baby!

many good wishes to all....
all the best for this year...

new year resolution:
for me to know.... lolx

*i'm starting to fall

2007-12-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

someone comment that i left my blog ROTTING...
hahaha, who else but my sis will comment....

woah! so tiring... my weekend was spent going to 6 weddings!
3 each day.... so tiring....
sat's locations: wellington circle, ubi & s'goon
sun's locations: hougang, furama hotel & woodlands

my cuzzin (ubi), he so romantic!
he sang for his wife, created like some lyrics and sang
sigh~ the wife cried... so touched!

i got more to say... but i got to go.... so ciao!

*so many things run thru my mind....

i so heartx my BIRU

2007-11-19T20:39:00.000+08:00

i got my INTERNET connection back!!!
haha... nvr blogged for long time...

hmmmm.... many updates but dunno where to start...
many photos to put up but too lazy rite now...
mayb will put up wen i more rajin... haha

i'm so into the lyrics of dis song... meaningful

"Apologize"

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Woahooo woah
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
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yup it's too late for things to turn around...
i'm just sorry that things turned out this way....

2007-10-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged by my beloved cuzzie to do this so here goes...

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Nur Azizah Binte Moghni
Birthdate: 30 May 1986
Current Status: Single but UNavailable
Eye colour: dark, dark brown
Hair Colour: dark brown

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: Boyanese-Malay
My fears: losing someone
My weaknesses: guys with goatee
My perfect pizza: with lotsa cheeeeese (so luv it!)

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: What time is it?
My bedtime: its so not fixed
My most missed memories: secondary sch days

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: coke
Macdonalds or Burger King: MacDonalds
Single or group dates: hmmm.. depends... i haven been on a grp date b4 thou
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Tea or Nestea: Tea
Vanilla or Chocolate: definitely Chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee: neither, dun drink them

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: didnt even start
Curse: yeah
Take a shower: D'UH
Have a crush: uh huh
Go to school: since graduated
Believe in yourself: hmmm... yea
Think you’re a health freak: not reali

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: never
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: yes
Dyed your hair: yes

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: nope... wld be interestin to try... haha
Change who you were to fit in: NO

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: yes... someday

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: no preference
Best hair colour: no preference
Long or short hair: keep it short

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: the survey
An hour ago: switching on my lappie
A Month ago: working i guess
A Year ago: working...

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: my family & my frens
I hate: liars
I hide: my temper
I miss: the secondary sch days
I need: outings! someone bring me OUT!

Layer 12: Tag 5 (ppl to do this)
anyone who wants to do it

2007-09-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

my phone socket has major probs...
so now i'm surfing the net in my parents room....
its so 'MAH FAN' (not sure if tt's d way its spelled)

its already 2 days into the fasting mth... so,
SELAMAT BERPUASA!!

i'm still keeping it to myself.... for now

i'm content with everything, alhamdulilah

2007-08-22T09:34:00.000+08:00

i'm still here...
just been lazy&tired to blog.. heh!

National Day has just passed...
Fireworks were BEAUTIFUL!!
i so lurve~

a NEW event in my Life...
but, i'll kp it to myself.... for now

2007-07-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmmm.............

wat to blog abt?
ok, i'll start with wishes...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all the July babies:
11/07- Jasmine
13/07- Pauline
15/07- Dee
16/07- Syahidah(yck)& Azura
17/07- Syahidah(NP)

thr are others born in July, just tt rite now their names escape me
so sori! & if u're born in July(name not up thr),
den HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you too!

i see happiness surrounding my frens...
i'm happy for dat... let them b happy always~

i'll stop here, cos wat i'm abt to say nxt...
mite jus invoke too many qns tt i dun wanna b asked

2007-07-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

i noe... i'm SO damn LAZY!!!
ahakz! wadeva! jus cldnt find time to blog la...

anyway since u're reading, dis is a SO RANDOM post
u were warned... so continue reading~

the issue abt the MuttonsinTheMorning...
its so craziness!! d thing happened so long ago
y bring it up NOW??
and the ppl who were involved didnt even say anything...
isssshh.... goes to show, thr's nth betta to do!
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how cld you haf feelings for someone u've nvr met?
can some1 pls xplain tt to me?
how is tt possible?
just by talking, feelings can develop?
hmmmm~

2007-06-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

"Wait For You"
~Elliot Yamin~

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I dont know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

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heard dis song few mths bac from TRL
lurve it d minute i heard it... so meaningful
i so LURVE d song!!
everytime i hear it, my tots are adrift...

2007-06-11T00:24:00.000+08:00

on sat, i knocked off early...
was like "YESH!" but didnt noe wad to do...
so 'disturb' him (hope i wasnt reali disturbing)
lolx! ended up make plans to mit...
so went vivo- u're right it was PACKED!!
jus walked around, sit&chat... saw abg mimi&zura...
den ate at d foodplace opp... alamak! i dun like!
wateva la... jus tt i dun wanna eat thr no more...

anywhr, he brought cake&drink from coffeebean for me...
thankYOU i so like! so swit ar he~
BUT... is tt a way of makin up for missing my bday??

wadeva it is, i enjoyed my day...
though didnt reali do anything, he made my day *smiles

*illmissyou

2007-06-05T11:33:00.000+08:00

LONG OVERDUE!!!

didnt haf time... was jus lazy... lolx!

turned 21 on 30th May
had chalet at Costa Sands(Pasir Ris)
hugx to everyone who turned up, THANX, ppl!!
syah,fai,jas,shawn,claud,nicole,dawn,paul,kenneth,jay,hakim,rave
sad,xt,emily,charles,azura&abgmimi
i named everyone, did i leave anyone out??

thanx for shelving wateva plans u had to attend...
thanx for saying i'm important yar~ =) lolx!
thanx for all the gifts... i so lurve!!

raimi,nisha,murni: thanx for attending & rem wad i like
i lurve the Tazzie!!

to the family: BIG THANX for coming!! & planning everything

to those others: thanx for the sms/calls to wish me...

this post is all abt thanking yar~

2007-05-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

been on MC since Monday,30 April
i have CONJUNCTIVITIS
for those who dont know wad tt is, its ok...
it means:
Inflammation of the conjunctiva,
characterized by redness, itching & often
accompanied by a discharge.
Bacterial, viral infection & allergies are
common causes of conjunctivitis.
*credits to dictionary.com

the whole fam got it... very contagious!!

OUR MEDICATION

2007-04-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

i haven been blogging...
BUSY&LAZY!!! lolx~
dis is 'snippets' of wat has happened in my Life...

me carrying a preety cat *i miss it*
he/she was jus lazing under my blk... so frenly
HOPE it's well =)

dis place is still drawing people...

glamouring it up at tooHOT

glamouring it up at Sakae

enjoying d yummy-licous desserts

how ironic.. after my bro read dis, he fell!! haha~

was at BINTAN 20,21&22 Apr
loads of SUN,SAND,SEA&SWIM!! luv it!!
didnt take pix la... cos FORGOT!!
urs truly also fell down... few scracthes&Asprain

on d way to ferry terminal

goofing in the ferry

so i guess for now tt's abt all...

2007-04-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

"Over It"

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
-------------------------------------

the song featured above....
rem katherine mcphee from americon idol alum??
she's the singer for this song...
lurve the video&lyrics...

my saturday was a WET,WET one...
most of Singapore was raining!!!
my fam5 was out for dinner....
headed to East Coast but ALAS!
the place we wanted to eat at was no longer thr...
so we headed to VIVOCITY =)
ate at tooHot... yummy!

OK!! tt's enuF for now...

2007-04-07T01:01:00.000+08:00

the following songs/lyrics may/mayNot apply to my life....
jus felt like putting it up....

LYRICS/SONG no.1

"Resentment"

I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied

[Chorus]
I only give you a hard time
'Cause I can't go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no
The very thing you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied

[Chorus]

I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

[Bridge]
Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
It was sacrificed
And it's all because you lied

[Chorus]

I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you
I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee
I been crying for too long what did you do to me
I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could have told me that you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's had half of me
How could you lie

LYRICS/SONG no.2

"Beautiful Liar"

Ay, Ay, Ay
Nobody likes being played
Beyonce, Beyonce
Shakira, Shakira (hey)

He said I'm worth it, his one desire
I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about
He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar
Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about

You never know
Why are we the ones who suffer
I have to let go
He won't be the one to cry

[Chorus]
(Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
Can't we laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
I walked in on your love scene, slow dancing
You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong

You never know
When the pain and heartbreak's over
I have to let go
The innocence is gone

[Chorus]

Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed
And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain
But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame

[Chorus]

the 2nd song is quite a recent release....
it seems sis luvs d song too...
i'll leave my post on dis note... =)

2007-04-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

my OFF day(30Mar) was spend wid my family minus ayah
mama took time off so tt we cld head to VIVOCITY
yea, i lurve shoppin at vivo...
ayah drove us there & he went off to work...

FIRST STOP: A.D.I.D.A.S
headed thr to look for dis particular edition
it was on LIME... but to no avail
was looking ard, den behind me came...
"Can I help?" i was like "ALAMAK!" terkejut ar
sis calls him Mr.Cute... yea he was CUTE =)
apparently they didnt haf tt edition... i assume
from him looking ard, trying to understand my description...
so i looked ard at the rest... was stuck between 2 of them though...

i finally got it

Mr.Cute 'helped' pick dis

nice rite? i so lurve my A.D.I.D.A.S!!!

mama looking on as we snap away waiting for Mr.Cute

sis commented tt Mr.Cute&his fren was giggling..
the whole time we were thr... hmmm~ wazup wid dis guys?
well bro wanted icecream afta tt...

we ended up at BEN&JERRY'S

was eating brownie, dis was staring in my face

bro had dis T-shirt d whole time & i jus noticed it!
"RUFF LUV" -how true

we were thr from 2pmtil9pm... 7hrs!!
we shopped
we ate dinner at Fig&Olives
we were happy wid everything *smiles*

2007-03-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

i saw some pix online dat i fell in love wid!!
*smiles

~Blue Kawasaki Ninja~

~Red Kawasaki Ninja~

haiz~ how i wish...

dis song is currently playing on MTV&987fm...
i lurve dis song!! the video is so hilarious!!

"Girlfriend"

~Chorus~
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

~Verse 1~
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherf***ing princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right

~Bridge~
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

~Chorus~
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

~Verse 2~
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

~Bridge~
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!

~Chorus~
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!

2007-03-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

was SICK from Saturday till Wednesday
i thought i was going to die sia...
was so sick, i dunno wats wrong wid me

dee was telling me: dun think abt tt matter la
tt's y u so sick!!
ALAMAK! bcos of dat, i'm so sick?!

wateva... i'm still alive now...
so yar~ i'm fine, cured from wateva i had...

i lurve dis song~

"How To Touch A Girl"

Mmm

I think I could like you
I already do
Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Feel somethin happenin
Could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby
Gotta satisfy my heart

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
Cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside

Do you feel somethin happenin?
Could this be for real?
I don't know right now but tonight we'll reveal

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Bring me some flowers
Conversation for hours
To see if we really connect
And baby if we do
Ooh I'll be givin all my love to you
Ohh

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl? (Yeah, yeah)
Do you know how to touch, know how to touch a girl?

You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl

so guys: DO YOU KNOW how to touch a girl?

if u dun, pls find out.
if u do, tt's good for you.

2007-03-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm sick...haiz~
down wid flu & apparently i haf nose-bleed as well
not a nice sight =(
so tissues are surrounding me! hah

apart from being sick,
i'm kinda down as well...
something i heard is affecting me..
i'll leave it at that...

heard dis song on the radio...

"Goodbye To You"

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said

[Chorus]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

[Chorus]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

[Chorus]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2007-03-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

WHY DO YOU BLOG?
dat topic was brought out on Muttons in the Morning...
i love listening to them...
they make me smile/laugh to myself
(other bus passengers) think i'm MAD, but tt's OK

so back to d topic...
WHY DO YOU BLOG?
d possible reasons:
-get attention
-a place for thoughts&feelings

for me, its d 2nd reason...
blogging is my way of putting my tots somewhr..
whr i can update the ppl who i dun normally see, on d gg-ons of my life...

Danity Kane's song is stuck in my head...
the lyrics~

"Ride For You"

[Verse 1 - Aundrea]
Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart and
And I won't stand it if were broken apart

[Chorus - Group]
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you
I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

[Verse 2 - Dawn]
We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - D. Woods]
Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

nice ritex? haiz~ i so lurve!! =)

*tots of YOU make me smile

2007-03-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

oh... the 'man' of my life is down with CHICKEN POX!! so poor thing rite?
so he's now resting at home with TEN days mc wid mama taking care of him...
the 'man' i'm talking abt is none other den my beloved baby bro, azmi...
he's no longer a baby though~

tt day cant rem wen treat d fam out to eat at S******s...
my tot was like the food thr are lip smacking yummy but it was only so-so tt day
not sure why... but next time, i wld choose to go to a diff outlet...
my fam has canceled dis one out of OUR list... FOR SURE

I MISS...
YOU
popcorn&movies
my peeps
to be contd. yar~ =)

*where do i stand?

2007-03-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

was sick on SUNDAY morning
den on way home from work abt 5plus,
i was wishing the bus uncle will hurry up
so that i can reach home FAST
fever&stomach flu hit me!!
slept after eating those medicines... urghh!

MONDAY still had after effects...
but had to proceed as usual...
got abit better by afternoon though...

nothing else to blog... write abt me being sick...
so... SIAN... haha
SIS, dis is ur fault la... stomach flu is CONTAGIOUS

*i dream of wonderful times wid YOU

2007-03-02T15:18:00.000+08:00

As I looked into his eyes
And found his longing stare
I stopped myself from saying words
That would show how much I care

I put my hand up to his face
To hold my feelings in
I wouldn't say those words again
To show my love for him

The last time I had told him
How much he meant to me
He put my hands away from his
And said to leave him be

I never spoke the words again
For fear of his deep fright
I thought it was the last time
Until that blissful night

His fingers traced around my face
Pushing my hair away
And I was quite unprepared
For what he had to say

My heart beat quickly, my head raced on
I thought that I might cry
He looked as if he might faint
Imagine this strong guy

But never would I be more impressed
With anything he would do
Than when he took a heartfelt leap
And told me 'I Love You'

*i do wish

2007-03-02T01:24:00.001+08:00

i changed my blog skin..
i havent realli figured everything out
BUT i'm getting there...

MARCH has approached... 3 mths into 2007...
time sure flies... i've been working for 1 mth plus now...

bus broke down on way home... i was like "ALAMAK!"
was ready abt 2330... not sure if thr was any other bus...
so patiently waited & 76 came along...
reached home alrite... thank you for askin' =)

*cos of YOU

2007-02-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

been MIA for a while now.. SORRY
i'm still figuring out dis new blogger...
will be back blogging wen i finish figuring out

*i feel so movie deprived*

2007-02-05T12:15:00.000+08:00

"Only Love"

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

*a post dedicated

2007-02-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

its saturday night....
jus got back from vivoCity!! so packed!!
shopped ard... ate at tooHot! *yummy~
not much more to say...
got some new shops since i last went there...
dat's abt it for my day today...

on thursday, unXpected things happened...
no. 1
syq called to say tt she say someone from my past
conversation was:
"kak! guess who i saw?!"
"who? where are you? why not working?"
"ala.. lazy la... guess la! ala, u wont b able to guess..."
"who la?"
"abg i***l... he working at t**"
"oh ok... ok now i on way to work.. bye!"
so my sis saw him.... wad can i say? he's in my past....
i haf dis present life now....

no. 2
i had an experience after work...
i left work abt 2320...
so i walk out to bus stop... but guess wad?!
my last bus for 76 was 2322... i look at my watch...
alamak!! it was 2330... i was like.. "DIE!! wad i do now?"

lucky 135 came, so i board and reach amk abt 0015(12.15am)
but den no more buses so i had to walk home...
it was so quiet... i was telling myself "dun be paranoid la..."
so walked by myself, listening to radio...
reached home at abt 0040... gosh! i was like "yeah! i'm home!"

*jus wishing on you....

2007-01-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

today's post is so random...
i got an email that i think should be shared...
but instead of forwarding why not i blog? =)

on LOVE...

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person
who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

If you love somebody... be willing to let go.
If they come back to you it was then meant to be....
If they dont, then it never was.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

on FRIENDS...

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them,
but you know they are always there.

more sayings....

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one you have been thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.

Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

open your eyes....

To realize the value of ten years:
Ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year:
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize the value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute:
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one-second:
Ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Time waits for no one!
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

*i think of you on two occasions: DAY & NIGHT

2007-01-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

i so lurve the new challenges everyday brings...
i'm still not sure if i'm being sarcastic...
but yesh i do quite enjoy myself daily....

NEW & different environment
NEW & different people
NEW & different ways
NEW & different life

it's raining now...
i'm waiting for Survivor:Cook Islands to start

*i'm thinking of you

2007-01-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

was up bright & early... thanx to kak ati~
met her & headed to destination...
had Bfast at LJS 1st... impt meal of the day, ya know...
den started our WORK on a saturday morning....
dusted, cleaned, arrange, cut, paste...
LOADS to do... finished abt 2pm...

headed to lunch.... sushi again...
we so lurve sushi!! *yummmms
den we headed home...

on monday, a new chapter will soon start....
details will be put out later

watched babbul which means father in hindi (i think)
tears fell as i watched those heart wretching scenes...
but i'm so awed by the whole story...

*for matters of the heart, listen to the heart not the brain...
a heart never lies, it always makes the right decision....

2007-01-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

so...so... i need to update according to some ppl... *smiles

watching american idol now... *laughs
some of them are so bad at singing la...
but wat to do... tone-deaf!!
ok forget that!!

wat to blog?? well...
on monday, went out wid dee...
headed to town to do her phone repair... chg phone la, babe
den head over to PS for lunch.... Pizza Hut!! *yummy
waited for fiza&asyiq, dee's fwens...
cam-whored den head to daisho...
alamak dat place all $2!! i jus noe abt it, okie
i noe i abit slow... but wateva la

walked&walked ard.. den wait for syq den we all head home...
watched So you think you can dance and so lurve it!!
BENJI won!!! yesh~ america, you vote rite!!

ok enuf of update...

2007-01-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

RAINY dayz visited Singapore again...
so weather was cold&wet during the weekend...
colorful umbrellas, raincoat, jackets were seen

Friday was *smiles* beautiful though it was raining
shldnt elaborate... =)
met kak ti & syq at PS at abt 6 afta my detour at Tiong Bahru...
ate Sakae *lip smacking yummy* till abt 7-ish
abg came pick us up wid irfan, my hunny bunny!!
love dat boy to bits ....
went to Changi Airport.... people watching is always fun to do!!
took skytrain for 3 rounds & sat at coffee bean....

Saturday was outz day... fam went to Johor to eat dim sum
we werent too happy as things had changed...
so ayah suggested we head to Melaka.... YESH, of cos!!
shop, shops galore!! love window shopping!!
ate dinner at The Windmill den head back to Singapore
dat was about 2am!! yeah~ so tired but love our outing!!

*do u have so many choices dat u cant make ur decision?

2007-01-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

"Push The Button"

I'm busy throwing hints that he keeps missing
Don't have to think about it
I wanna kiss and
Everything around it but he is too distant
I wanna feel his body
I cant resist it

I know my hidden looks can be deceiving
But how obvious should a girl be?
I was taken by the early conversation piece
And I really like the way that he respect me

I've been waiting patiently for him to come and get it
I wonder if he knows that he can say it and I'm with it
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Catch this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I'm busy showing him what he's been missing
I'm kind of showing off for his full attention
My sexy ass has got him in the new dimension
I'm ready to do something to relieve this mission

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came on through and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

I've been dropping so many hints
You are still not getting it
Now that you haf heard everything I have to say
Where we gonna go from here?

After waiting patiently for him to come and get it
He came over and asked me if I wanted to get with him
I knew I had my mind made up from the very beginning
Won't miss this opportunity so you and me could feel it 'cos

If you're ready for me boy
You'd better push the button and let me know
Before I get the wrong idea and go
You're gonna miss the freak that I control

like the song says: make your move
if you want that someone to stay in your life,
and you want that someone to be by your side.

:.you never know what will happen unless you tried.:
a very good advise from a very wise fren... *grins

2007-01-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

monday night....

what do i blog?? oooh yah!!

benji, donyelle, travis & heidi are in top 4!!!
finals of So you think you can dance is next Monday...
so that's a MUST watch!!

yesterday went to abg man's house...
his brother, Fen got engaged yesterday...
congratulations!!

my mind is at a blank as to what to put up....
*thinks hard

Marni/Dee, i call you both la... here's something for ya...
i appreciate all that you've said in our conversation today...
I know your concerns & i understand where you're coming from
you're worried about me falling and not being able to get back up
i just hope that if that day comes (hoping that it doesnt)
you'll be there to make me get up & move along...

2007-01-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

to everyone in singapore... to everyone all over the world!!

2006 has left us & 2007 is here!!!

hope it'll be a wonderful year for everyone!!

leave behind the bad & take wid you the good of 2006

with all that said....

let me see what happened last few days of 2006....

29th was like the bbq at ECP.... the guys organised it

*kudos* to the organisers yar~

the ppl who were there:

azlan, azam, sahlan, azizah, suhaimi, azura, latiff, reno

& (i dunno her name!!) well her family too...

eat&chat was d agenda for the day....

30th was sahlan's bday!! so.....

Happy Birthday!!

hope he like his pressies yar~

my mind was whirling the whole time....

stare out into the sea to keep my peace of mind....

the waves crashed to the beach,

i was hoping it'll bring my problems far away from me....

"One Wish"

Damn baby

Just don't understand where we went wrong

I gave you my heart

I gave you my soul

I gave you...

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first

It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know

We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room

Cause, we couldn't be alone

See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt

Back then we were in school; and that's your favourite excuse

Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you

Listen and don't trip

I think I need a bottle with a genie in it

Here's my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love

Second one, I will take yours and fill it all up

Third one, but I dont need a lot of wishes

cause i will be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

If I had one wish, you would be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I will trust you

If I had one wish, we would run away

Making love all day, have us a baby

If I had one wish, i wld make you my whole life

And you wld be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish

One wish, one wish, one wish

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in

If so then searchin' i will go, then I can have you for sho

Then you will be loving me, holding me, kissing me

So girl dont tell me what i am feeling is make believe

I swear if I lose a second chance with you

I wouldnt know what to do

I wld probably check myself into some kind of clinic

I could not be alone because without you I am sick

Here is my wish list

First one, I would create a heart changing love

Second one, I will take yours and fill it all up

Third one, but I dont need a lot of wishes

cause i will be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

If I had one wish, you would be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

If I had one wish, we would run away

Making love all day, have us a baby

If I had one wish, i wld make you my whole life

And you wld be my wife, make it right this time

If I had one wish

I dont even know how we ended upon this road

And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends

Love would never end, it would just begin

If I had one wish, you would be my boo

Promise to love you, trust me I will trust you

If I had one wish, we would run away

Making love all day, have us a baby

If I had one wish, I wld make you my whole life

And you wld be my wife, make it right this time

2006-12-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

i onli haf two things to say.......

it's raining!!!(again) from dis morning till now...
that's the number one thing....

number two thing is dat...
if you still haven noticed, den you're blind!!
hehe... kidding~

i've re-vamp my blog yar~
mayb it's not so ladeeda... but it's d way i like...

*you're my sunshine wen it rains

2006-12-22T14:46:00.000+08:00

so lurve dis song!!!
it goes out to dat person in my past...
wished dat dis song came out sooner,
den i cld jus dedicate to dat person!!
here it goes....

"Irreplaceable"

To the left
To the left

To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, baby please don't touch (don't touch)

And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin
You're irreplaceable

So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if she's home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn't know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves

Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I'm such a fool, talking 'bout
How I'll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

So since I'm not your everything
How about I'll be nothing?
nothing at all to you (nothing, nothing)
Baby I won't shed a tear for you
(I won't shed a tear for you)
I won't lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
Cause the truth of the matter is (truth is)
Replacing you is so easy

To the left, to the left
To the left, to the left

Mmmmm
To the left, to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left

To the left, to the left
Don't you ever for a second get to thinking
You're irreplaceable

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he'll be here in a minute (baby)

You must not know 'bout me
You must not know 'bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinkin' (baby! hey yea)

You can pack all your bags we're finished
Cause you made your bed now lay in it
I could have another you by tomorrow
Don't you ever for a second get to thinkin'
You're irreplaceable

*you in my present, are IRREPLACEABLE

2006-12-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

tuesday morning.....
yawn~ woke to wid heavy showers
gosh!! it seems d rain didnt stop....
AND it's STIL RAINING!!!!

went to work but was kinda lazy la...
so along d way look out and ALAMAK!!
flooding at roads... near mediacorp
cars were stuck!! shops not open!!

so work, work & work...
den lunch... was drenched on d way back!!
me&sri were so wet....
dat we cld wring water out of our clothes!!

den time to go back HOME!!
peeked at thomson and it was still d same!!
added FLOODING at mcritchie....
i guess it overflow la... too much water!!
bus diversion here&there....
i came back home safely&veryWETly!!

*hope you're okay...

2006-12-18T22:28:00.000+08:00

rain, rain go away!!
come again.... some other day!
ish raining cats&dogs...heavy,heavy!!
rain also i wanna blog....

WARNING!! stories of my life coming up...

on sat had some jemputan to go to...
so off we famili went to yishun&tamp...
alamak!! i guess lucki ayah was alert...
or else i dun think i'll be blogging now....
had some crazy drivers on d road dat day!!

1st, dis man came out of carpark w/o checkin
zoom!! in our lane...
lucky ayah swerve in time & dat man braked!
or else my side would haf been BAM!!
syukur alhamdulilah... nth happened

2nd, some mer****s driver went wrong way
den jus wanna cum in our lane w/o signalling
alamak!! driving at 90km/hr, how to brake for you?
ayah honk d horn of cos!! & we were on our way
out of d roads of crazy drivers....

on sunday... was outz day... shld'nt elaborate

Monday Blues....
thanx ar, dee honey for your words of wisdom!!
ahakx!! mish ya!!
watched So You Think You Can Dance?

Da guys:
benji sweeeeet
travis cuteeeee
ryan ok la...
ivan cutesy boyish look
dmitri hot,hot,hot,hot!! (was eliminated today)

Da gurls:
donyelle lurve her!! she's so wow!
heidi no comment....
natalie aint she finee?
allison contagious smile!!
martha she was gd dancer... (was eliminated today)

am rooting for donyelle&benji!!
hope america votes correctly....
*fingers crossed

*he's gone away

2006-11-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

da 5 who went raya outz....

introducing da gurls... azura & me

N of cos da guys... azam, suhaimi & sahlan

us 5 wid abg mimi's parents....

us 5 wid abg mimi's aunt....

us 5 wid lan's youngest sis...

we goofing in da car!!!

da guys again...

gurls luv camera!! camera luvs us!! lolx!
funni how we both always in same position....
*shrugs

final photo to end dis entry of pix...

2006-11-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

now actuali time for me to doze off...
but i figured i shld blog...

thurs was a hmmm day....
VVIP came to our sunny shores...
u ppl do noe who i'm talking abt ritex?
so roads were like closed here & there...
went to work wid little probz...
work, work & work till lunch
den me & sri went off to run errands

last stop was bukit timah shopping ctr...
den remembered had to help mama wid pressie...
i decided to head to town.... talked wid sri...
thanx babe for listening to my rants!!
ended up at bugis.... walked ard lonez...
saw d thing tt caught my eye.....
pressie was sweet- i mean c hu chose... lolx!
even if my mood wasnt gd, my judgement will be...

*you hold the key to everything

2006-11-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

been awhile since i blog... been busy~
so now i'm back!! got some free time...

today (12 nov) had wedding at JOMs...
mama's fren's daughter....
so ate N ate... saw mama's frens....
N den went aunt naom's house...
day went aite... nth much...

BUT!!! yesterday (11 nov) was great!!
went raya outz.... yeah~
abg mimi, azura (his gf), abg azam, lan N me of cos!!
lolx~ though not acc. to plan, still had a great time....
abg reno had to go back camp... so onli 5 of us...
12 noon til 12am... 12 hours!!! 9 houses...
we had d car so alittle easier...

pictures were taken but wid azura's cam...
mayb will upload wen i get them... no promises~

*had a great time, did u? *smiles*

2006-10-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!

a holiday all muslims awaits afta 1 mth of fastin...
so here's wishing all a great mth of reunion N celebration!!

so, my celebration was aite...
siblings were in maroon, my parents in black
went out at 10, went mami's N nenek.. den head to clementi
family gathering... not all were there though...
camera-whored wid aslam, luq, fad, aisyah N syq...
den d kiddies wanted a piece of d 'action' too...

we headed diff direction but end up meeting at eunos...
i carried aqasha N entertain him...
more visitations N we ended d day as usual...
at nenek magaret's house...

was very tired wen we reached home...
but was glad of how d day was spent...
saw my cuzzies, saw relatives....

*i'm content.... wid me

2006-10-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

past caught up wid me....

went out of house at abt 4 yesti...
took train N waited at city hall for him...
was already abt 5 wen he reached... humpfh!
train was obviously packed!!
reached eunos N he called azam...
azam was already at makmur restaurant to book table
both of them ordered N ordered... den we waited for d rest

azlan N gf came, den walked in abg reno...
den abg mimi N his gal came in cab...
food came, drinks came den it was time to buka...
ate N ate, talked, swop life stories...
afta d meal, d guys paid N went out for breather...
gals were left alone so we chat la...
they came back, azlan N gf went off 1st...
den d guys headed to solat N us gals chat somemore...
interview session yar~ lolx!!

den all of us headed to joo chiat (i think) to meet up others...
abg's fren N azlan... walked ard, look see, look see...
bazaar was so packed!! human traffic... ish, it was diff to walk...
alamak! i was so pening!! abg mimi bought white capal...
he wanted to buy, but in d end nth caught his eye...
so we continued walking till paya lebar mrt...

nothing caught my eye la... mostly d baju was like so not ma taste!
like he said 'mosquito net'... rite you? ahakz!
den we head home by train... talked to him abt some matter...
thnx for listenin yar~
reached amk, everyone got out... abg N gf took cab...
den he also wanted to take cab to send me home...
didnt argue... was kinda tired ready...
so said bye to abg reno N azam...
d end of an outz wid my past peepz...

*Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire* song on my mind...

2006-10-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

gosh!! d haze was so BAD yesti...
PSI hit 140 at 2.04am... very bad u noe!!
was like so coughing, eyes blur... d works!
thanx to u noe whr... haiz~
hope it'll get betta soon....

wondering wat i was doing up at 2.04am??
me N family went across d causeway..
reached Tebrau city approx 1.30pm...
we shopped N shopped... in out of shops!!
my sis went craze over everything,
especially d food places!!
bought stuffs, headed to supermarket
N we ran into abg Man N kak, d newlyweds!
haha!! shopping for household stuff i guess...
found out kak ti n fam were somewhr ard...
saw them in toyRus.. jasmine was left at mami's
they made plans to break fast at chix rice stall...

we headed to Manhattan Fish Market....
alamak sedap u~!!!
i had Grilled Catch of d day (some cobbler fish)
syq had some salmon thing
azmi had fishNchipz
ayah N mama shared a fish
meal was so dee-lish!!
den we went out of Tebrau n head to angsana

along d way some funny things happened,
lost way, wrong turns, wrong junct...
ayah was so frust by d time we reached...
den by coincidence, we met his elder sis n hubby there!!
abg azman, kak ella, anis N aqasha were there too!
gosh! my 2 anak sedare is so cute!! so adorable!
i so adore n lurve them!!

our initial plan to angsana was to shop for raya
but by the time we reached, shops were closed!!
so we headed back to sg by second link....
on d way, we were so shocked!!
d haze was so BAD!! ayah had to on his highbeam...
den wen had to pay toll, we had to endure awhile
as some smoke got in...
reached home N on d tv, d PSI was 140!!
had our sahur, chat awhile N sleep got to us...

*waiting for....no one

2006-10-06T17:46:00.000+08:00

if money doesn't grow on trees,
den why do banks have branches?

why does a round pizza
come in a square box?

why doesn't the glue
stick to its own bottle?

why do people still call it building,
when its already built?

if we are here to help others,
what are the others here for?

questions in life.... think about it!!

heres another one....

*why you? why me? why??

2006-10-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

Something about you
sang by Jamelia

I could talk to you for days
You make me laugh one thousand ways
And I realise (you fill me up)
Like hot water (in my tea cup)
I'm enchanted by your smile
I must admit it took a while
For me to see that (this was something)
More than (he's my friend, it's nothing)

I hope to God you feel the way I feel
'Cause this could be amazing
Something so super real

-Chorus-
There's something about you and you don't even know it
I'm telling you now that you got me good
There's something about you and I can't help but show it
Damn right, you got me good
Now I'm not alone
With you I'm whole
I gotta let you know
You got me good

Your style, your voice, your points of view
The good, the bad and ugly too
Boy I'll take it (give it to me)
I'll be careful (give it to me)
Addiction don't come close to this
Official is what this sh- is
Still I can't say it
No I can't say that I'm in love

I hope to God you feel the way I feel
'Cos this could be amazing
Something so super real

-Chorus-

I just wanna
Be your all and all
I just wanna be the one to make you fall
I wanna take you away
I want you to be for me
I want you here with me forever
Be my holiday, yeah
Oh yeah
Let me take you away
There's something about you

-Chorus-

wen i heard dis song on 987fm,
my tots went back to tt fateful night in 1999
she opened up my eyes to how i felt... n still feel...

*i heartx you

2006-09-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

woohoo!!
a new SINGAPORE IDOL!!
our Singapore Idol is........

HADY MIRZA!!

he's so suave!! Mr. cool!!
well, congrats yar~
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happy birthday, mama!!
on 22 sept, mama turned 45!!
went across d causeway to enjoy...
ayah, aunt naom, me N mama drove to tebrau city
some new shopping centre.. alamak it's huge la!!
so many shops!!
so many places to eat!!
so many things to see!!
shopped, ate, shop some more....
tt was d agenda for d day... lolx!
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happy birthday, paulong!!
turned 21 today, 25092006....
hope u had great fun in camp... lolx!!

*u gif me wings

2006-09-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

hulloz!! sori i was MIA for awhile...
dun reali noe wat to write... but now i've got smth...

19092006!! d day we all was waiting for...
my beloved kak ti has given birth to a baby gal!!
so xciting!! she's so cute i tell ya...
long eyelashes, rosy cheeks!
but she screams.. alamak! real loudhailer!!
ahakz! her name's jasmine mohd juanda btw...
hmmm... *thinks to self*

i'm so happy tt afta d 3 boys, a gal is 'gracing' mami's house
haha!! d abgs will haf to deal wid d little gal
who i'm sure they'll grow protective of!!
tt's all for now...

*i need my man

2006-09-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

d wedding pictures (only a few)

the groom
abg in his wedding threads... hensem yar~

the bride
kak in her wedding threads... beautiful!!
she still had time to smile for d cam,
but reali she's suppose to pay attention to tok kadi!!

the couple
it's official!!

the family
abg jef, kak ifa, mami, kak ti, abg dod, irfan, papa
groom, matin, bride

the family (2)
syqin, ayah, mama, azizah
groom, azmi, bride

the siblings
syqin, azmi, azizah

tt's all folks.... not much la, cos d camera was upstairs afta awhile
we all had things to do, places to be, ppl to greet...
so enjoy~

2006-09-10T11:29:00.000+08:00

dis d day afta 09092006!! still so shagged....
but worth it yar~
start off wid, saying... pix will b uploaded later...

everything started off on fri...
took half day leave to teman kakak....
she wanted to do threaddin n manicure...
so we did tt while waiting for abg to finish prayers...
den wen abg picked us up, we headed to penin...
to pick up some tix... honeymoon i gez... lolx!

den we went makan at BK... we hang ard there awhile
den we headed to joo chiat to lagun sari whr it will all be...
kak ti N abg dod came awhile later..
we checked everything, make sure accordin to plan...
den wen some instructions was issued, we head off...
den kak ti wanted to eat so we head to eat....
some more plans were hatched....

D-DAY!! came... woke up, bathed, head to salon...
den went to kak's house cos she wanna do our makeup
she did her thang den me n syq went back to change...
we picked up kak ti N headed to lagun sari...
made sure everything was according to plan...

den all headed upstairs to enjoy d aircon
cik sabaNfam came... some of us headed down
we wanted to make sure all knew to come up
relatives afta relatives came, we ushered them up
bride N groom arrived at 3++ for d nikah...
den tok kadi showed up, i cldn't go upstairs
some more ppl were scheduled to arrive...
den ppl called me upstairs to take photo...
*snap* of the camera den we went to chg....

head downstairs to assume our duty...
receptionists of d day!! i had polaroid camera duty..
*snap* pix, guests wrote something n went makan..
den hairie took over 'shift' so we cld eat...
so sedap~ tokin abt d food!!
den all ended at 10.... we packed food for family...
den went off... tt's all for d day...
shagged sia... wiped off makeup N went to bed...

alrite peeps!! tt was all... pix uploaded later...
kak N abg, congrats!! lurve u both plenty much!!

2006-09-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

september is here!! 5 daz already but i'm alittle late..
it doesnt matter yar~
not sure how long dis blog will be... but read on!!

dis month is full of 'events'
weddings, birthdays n of cos puasa (erm.. fasting)

wedding is dis coming sat!! yii-peee!!
not mine, silly!! no-no!! not so soon anyway... lolx!
its my cuzzie's wedding!! 09092006 d day!
hope everything will go well... insyallah
if i take pix, i'll try to put it here.. no promises!

puasa is coming soon!! den raya will 'pop' next!!
sheesh~ i was thinking i've got so many to type
but wen i face d screen, all blank!! lolx!
no matter... i'll improvise!!

some bits of lyrics tt i so lurve!! presenting...

Beyonce- Deja Vu

Baby I can't go anywhere
Without thinking that you're there
Seems like you're everywhere, it's true
Gotta be having Deja Vu'
Cause in my mind I want you here
Get on the next plane, I don't care
Is it because I'm missing you
That I'm having Deja Vu

Christian Bautista- The way you look

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

2006-08-31T21:30:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin...
cos someone commented tt it's abt time i did..
it was my sis!! i chg ready.. happi?!
haha...
input my picture in blog...
tt pic was wen i went to genting..
shall find another pic... soon

had chat wid izatti yesti...
swap stories abt guys... ahakz!
we had similar situations ar....
but those situations made us who we are today..

nothing much is going on wid me...
so pretty much a boring life!!
i'm so so so BORED wid it!!
haiz~ ok i'm yawning jus reading dis....

2006-08-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

sitting in front of my lappie...
thinking wat to write...
abt work? nah~ too boring!
abt life? hmmm....
well was in office and sending forward msgs...
den An replied to me n we 'chatted' for a while
after a few times of 'chat',
An asked if i wanna go out sometime....
hmmm.... we'll have to think abt that one...
ending with a saying i heard that i sooo agree wid...

a saying i heard-
flowers means i'm sorry,
chocolates means i love you.

2006-08-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

'When there was me N you'

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled You made me feel
Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

a song tt's stuck in my head...
d 1st time i heard i loved it!!
n i really feel for the lyrics...

2006-08-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

today's 25 august....
it's been like so long i didnt update
feels like YEARS!!! lol

well, anyway nothing much....
internet back into my life...
since got new modem.... yesh!!
now i wanna chat, blog and surf!!

*it's always been you

2006-04-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

no updates for quite sometime now....
close to 2 mths!!! haha~
sori ar... net probz....

so my life is pretty much BORING!
wid uppercases!!
haiz~ at home most d times.....
stare at walls, tv and my baby....
lalalalala~
nothing interesting has happen
so i got nth to report

so jus to let those ppl noe.....
my blog still in running~

*u ppl rawks my world

2006-02-28T13:21:00.000+08:00

ok so wat's new???

i'm bored to death staring at d PC all day!!
nah~ tt's not new....
well cant reali complain... at least there's d net
so i can surf thru all dot coms.....
i even made some up N ended up ****
lolx! to some chinese website....
*shrugs*

~hang on a sec~

ok sec's over!!
my car's bumper got a new paint job
thanx to urs truly
got into a minor accident.... but all's well
*syukur alhamdulilah*
but d car looks betta now....
bumper a diff tone den d rest of d car!!

N i got a new phone!!
my beloved samsung went bonkers on me....
so now my beloved is N7370 amber!!
pix taking session soon yar~

2006-02-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

rite now..... i'm at work~
editing drawings using autocad....
complex!! but got used to it ready....

wed-- formal phototaking
white N black, d works....
hope everyone looks great!!
*ahem everyone will look great
thurs-- presentation
formal again~
still no idea wat to wear....
mus ransack my wardrobe!!
den there's d issue abt d ppt
not finish yet~ mus get my act 2geda....
not my usual clique....
but will still do my best!!

* count d stars wid me~
i hold u to d promise...

2006-02-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

Valentine's was yesterday....
hmmm... i wonder....
wat's d story behind V-Day....
so how was everyone's day yesti??

mine was initially good...
wishes all around from frenz
and of cos i wished them too!!
den saw something dat mad me mad!!

*dun judge all of us to b d same....

but later i cooled down abit....
cant let one stooopid person
make me mad....
den i felt alittle down.....
jus felt like it wen hear dat song....
n saw dat show....

but d highlight of my day....
was wen something unxpected happen....

*thank you~ u made my day

2006-02-09T18:58:00.000+08:00

now reali bored...
no one on MSN to chat wid
no one to entertain me
during dis boring times....

kena do OT so i'm still in office
sheesh~ sounds so pathetic rite??
hands so cold, brain so not here...
eyes so pain from facing comp
N still i'm facing d comp!!

tmr last day of attachment!!
*celebrates*
jump for joy, dance around....
takes a mmt to rem d daz
in THE OFFICE..... hmm... hmm
ok tt's over!!
continue celebration....

2006-02-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

my first entry of 2006

attachment's coming to an end dis week
but i N sL are continuing for 1 mth....
jus to help out here N there....
rite now, i dunno wat to do??
wat's my next step in life....
haiyoh, having headaches
jus thinkin abt it....

deep breathes *in* *out*

tt helps..... in maintainin stress level
ok, i'll go consult my adviser in life....
so CIAO!

2005-12-23T09:45:00.000+08:00

amendment to last entry~
NO MEETup wid dem.....
they changed planz last min!
abit pissed but wateva lar....
c u all at graduation....

long weekend coming!!

2005-12-22T16:21:00.000+08:00

now in officE, sitting at ma desk....
staring into space....
jus got back from an errand....

hmmmm.... tmr meeting up wid d peeps!!
yeah~ so long liao, miss dem so MUCH!!
so yeah... impromptu planning....

Christmas coming.... long weekend yar~
yesh!! relak abit....
thnx sL for d sweater....
hope u like d puzzle! better like it yar~
spent 3 hrs on it!! =)

nothing's much has changed....
my precious has turned 2 mths!!
such a darl~

all dis time i spent time
on something tt wasn't mine...

2005-12-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

a month soon.... my blog very lost....
haven update since a long time....
wat haf happen so far??

attachment is still ON obviously
2 BBQs over n done wid....
1 kenduri coming soon...
going to camp at NTU....
i've got a baby!!!
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ok... attachment is still gg
my supervisor mite retire soon...
*cries* but happy for him!!
got new guy in office....
nth more la....

BBQ 1- cecilia's place
eat N eat!! at her new condo
mama's frenz can reali throw a feast
SO MUCH FOOD!!!
BBQ 2- Changi beach
d norm ppl turn up....
eat N eat again.....
dis time to celebrate Matin's bday
Njoyed d sea side view....
NICE view~ but pretty sad....
cos all i can remember was tt day....
wid tt person... STOP!!

my cuz circumsization ceremony...
dunno whether write spelling anot...
ah heck la!!
so helping out abit here N there....

NTU's earthquake camp....
d galz N me R gg for it....
hope to benefit yar~

my baby is turning 2 mths!!
so xcited....
Oh ya~ btw, my baby is a bunny.....
LOL~ a joy in our life she is!!

tt's all for now.....

2005-11-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

happy birthday, my baby!!!

today is my dear bro's bday....
turning 9 today..... yesti was celebration
at kak's place.... so WOW!
theme was liverpooL....
so d ppl hu were behind d party
was all in red!!! so enthu ah ppL!!
abg dod,kak ti,irfan,abg man,kak dek,
ayah,mama,me,qin,OF COS! bday boy
abg jef,kak ifa N matin!! sheesh~
red contingent..... so many ppl cum down....
tired afta tt~ so sLp beckon me.....

today went c Harry Potter n Goblet of Fire
so great la d show!!! i so luv magic!!!
so hope tt life was full of magic!!!
all in all, great celebration N great day...
rite, by?? luv u la, dear baby!!!
happy birthday!!!

*i'LL foreva remember wat u said

2005-11-07T23:00:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS!!

to the person hu just secured
a driving license.... ME!!
LOL~ 7/11 a date to remember!!
8 demerit points in aLL....

hereby thanking.....
my instructors hu taught me
people hu encouraged
my tester hu passed me
N of cos, my mama hu sponsored!!
THANX EVERYONE!

2005-11-06T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey ppL!!!!
so hoLidayz were greaT for vry1...
i hopE....

hari raya was d usual....
though had tahLil as my dad's uncLe
passed away on deepavaLi....
so yeah~ life goes on yar~

rite now..... i got nth much to report
i guess leave it at tt....

*my guard's up....

2005-10-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

dedicated to you....
*refer to italics

Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)
~VERSE 1~
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and then it's throwing the pan
But why are you making this drag on so long
(i wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly games
(silly games)
Don't figure that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
*I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

~CHORUS~
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

~VERSE 2~
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things
would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you inner state
(inner state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
*I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more

~CHORUS~

~BRIDGE~
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more

2005-10-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

it's beeN too Long~
so here i am to continue my Life story...

IAP is going aiTe... beeN a mTh now...
colleagues stiL makinG our daz briTe....
thouGh somE ppL is jus noT to my Liking...
jus too aRRogant for me... >hmmmpfh!<
daz pass bY so quickLy N i realise tt
nexT week is it!!!
HARI RAYA is in d housE!! so fast yar~
sooN many kidz wiL b goinG rounD collectiNg
'wiLL i get some coLLection diz yeaR?'
LOL~ it doesnT reaLi matter.....

my peepz of poLy R aLwayz missed....
look thru discussioN boarD n it's cooL tt
theY haf a great time....
so we graduatinG sooN huh???
where wiL d pRom b??? syahidah!!!
shLd ask her since fai mite b in d comm....
inform me aite....

heard tt mR Lau is gg back to sabah!!!
oH man!! i miss those kidz!!
not sure if d sabah-ers are gettinG anything....
so mR Lau can help us bring for them...
inform me anyone....

got a msg recenTLy.....
reaLised tt i miss morE ppL!!!
missinG my sec scH peepz~
where is everyone?!
suddenLy i feeL time is makinG me lose....
mayb not lose as in it's LOST but lose touch...
mayb i'm crapping N
i'm d onLi 1 hu understandz wat i'm saying...
but i dun wisH to lose anythinG,
tt i've had so far.... puhLeeeease!

*PHITTTT* stop d crapz!!
going off now...

*u duN wan me in ur Life
i guess i shLd haf known....
u're too gd for me~

2005-10-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

updatez, updatez....
been too Lazy to log on N update...
nth much to say newayz~
but here goes my Life so far....

results aLL aite.. ~aLhamdulilaH~
noT wondeRfuL but stiL ok la....
cant xpect mucH sinCe i've done wat i cLd....
so IAP continues for me....
happy wiD d peepz i'm wid.... everyday is great!!
though i'm getting alittLe bLur wid all small woRdz
(drawingz R not too cLear)

though IAP is great, wid a SO tt's so nice....
BUT!!!
i miss poLy life...
i miss d guyz... paul,kennetH,jay,justin,derek,sad N so oN
i miss d gaLz... dawn,jas,pauline,vima,ida N so oN....
i miss d lecturerz... ~names escapes me now~
i miss d food!!! atrium, canteen 1&3, SIM, KAP
gosh!!! afta IAP, i'll miss all mentioned above MORE!!
better stop b4 i get emotional~

2005-10-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

IAP continues....
more drawings coming my way,
factory, semi D, hotel!! fooyuh~
draw N draw tiL i go bLind....
but d peepz R cooL so i duN mind heLping
in any way i can....

moN was ayah's bday!! 49 ready....
wondering~ mama & sis on 22&26 sept
ayah & bro on 3 Oct&20 nov...
all so cLose but me??! i'm a may baby!!!

enuf abt bdayz~ tmr is truth day!!!
wish me all d luck in d worLd~
ya allah, berikanku semangat

*broke all d ruLes
wen i fell.....
now i hope to turn back time
to undo wateva wrong i did

2005-09-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

alrite!! update on d going onz....

attachment started on Mon....
serangoon rd... hmmm... at 845hrs
a guy came up N asked whether i from ngee ann
he happened to b my Supervising officer(SO)
went to my statioN n wait for siLing n koko
started work at abt 10 afta playing wid autocad
draw some carpark pLan.... quite ok la...
my daz wiL b filled wid drawinGs,
submissionz, office work n chat time
i'm not Lonely wid them aRd... luckY~ *grins*
lunch will mostly b brought by us....
not many pLaces to eat....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ma sis.....
though entry is late~ hu cares?!
turned 15 on 26 september....

*i can never have enough
u're my heart, my soul, my everything
every nite i thank god for giving me strength
to love you
as god is my witness, i'll stand by you.....

2005-09-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

well let's c...
diz post is for d sake of updating
it's for those hu think diz post R for them
i'm crapping even before i start.. sheesh~

i'm starting to feel tt i dun care anymore...
i dun give a s**t abt people
hu dun gif a care abt me.... so y shLd i??!

i'm thankful dat i've met some peepz
tt i can count on.... thanx for being there!
*dee N yana* hu else can i turn to yar~
thanx for not makin me feel outz....
diz song is so rite to xpress me...

Shake It Off

~Chorus~
I gotta shake it off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake it off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake it off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake it off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
shake it off

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See, I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

~Chorus~
-Bridge-
I gotta shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it Off...

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
So I'm leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know
~Chorus~

2005-09-22T21:11:00.000+08:00

happy biRthday to MAMA!!

well tried to put her pic but faiLed *sigh*
she turns 44 today on september 22nd,
which is today if you all didnt notice....
spent d day wid her today....
as she purposeLy took Leave *grins*
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started off wid going to TTSH for appt...
my atok startinG to get sick of tt pLace!!
was onLi there for 2 hourS....
granPs went home, we met up wiD aunt naom
had Lunch at LJS, waLk arD novena Square
cLdnt find stuFF so we headed to bisHan
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ouR 1st pit stop was coffee beaN....
buRfday muz haf cake riTe???
so had cheesecake N choc cake too *yumz*
guess what??! i had surprisEz theRe....
hanisah, my pri sch freN was at d counTer!!
smaLL worLd huh?? so xciTed, so chat awhiLe
deN as i picked up our dRinks....
diz guy caughT ma eye *grins*
iT turns ouT i was rigHt!! he's Farhan!!
lost contact weN he moved to kL in sec2
he's back now!! waiting for NS, so work awhiLe
he chatted wid me awhiLe den went worK....
we Left, said gdbyE n Farhan gaf me his no.
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we 3 waLk ard n bought stuFf for bday gaLz
afta waLking ard for awhiLe,
decided to head to aunt naom's pLace to sLack
den ayah pick us up n wenT to downtown
we ate dinner theRe....
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tt sumz up mama's day n minE....
so once agaiN, happy bday!!

*things are changing

2005-09-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

aLrite!! let'z see waT i've beeN up to....

fRi waz kiNda a frEe day for me...
looK afta bRo, wenT to librarY
deN head to cLementi for d gatHering....
cLementi parK condo was d venue
turn ouT was aitE, food was yumz~
watCh tv, sLack, taLk, maHjong
head bacK n boughT vanguarD for bRo....
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saT waz tv,tv wiL 2pm....
head ouT as usuaL to senD bro wid mama n sis
wenT causeway to pass timE n *surprises*
go figurE aite ppL if u wanna noE~
had browniE yumz~ shop shop n waiT for ayaH
wenT bacK to watCh hindustaN vcD
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suN starT wid weddingz at yishuN n tamp
wenT to hang at aunT naom's pLace
den headed to tampines maLL.....
shop N shop, waLk arD tiL ayah cant 'tahan'
poor ayaH~ he sick La!!
so head home N tt's aLL, ppL!!

*troubLe with Love is
it can tear you up iNside
the troubLe with Love is
it doesNt care how fast you faLL

2005-09-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

update again... so free, so better updatE
b4 someone cumz afta me!! *grinz*

well, went to scH for IAP/IHP briefing....
everytime briefing!!! so talk N talk....
in d enD, we get in touch wid our Liason officeR
abt d company we attached to....
26 sept is d day attachement commence N
i'm attached to HS Engineering Consultants
aT serangooN road...
yesh ppL, i'm not going to Brunei...
dunno got wat sorta probz wid d company...
*heard tt?? i'm not going...
so everyone knew d locationz... hmmmm...

attention to jasmine,
better b careful, dun go back so late!!
ur bf cant cum N fetch u ah... he's currently lame...
dun go wrong lorong also!!!
(geylang is where she's attached to)
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supposed to go wid them to bowl....
but didnt feel like it so 'buih' them and went town
pauline, me N ida went to eat
pauline went work, so me N ida window shopping!!
went back by bus.... bus captain alittle attitude!!
sheesh~ bus captain muz haf patience alittle la!!
enuF abt tt.... spoil my entry onLy....
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pLanz for remaining daz b4 attachment....
fri- gatheRing wid peepz at mrs mariam's pLace
saT- pLanning in progress
suN- pLanned ouT
next week?? pLan weN d week starTz!! *grinz*
hoping to sloT something wid him b4 26 sept rollz iN
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*missiN you....

2005-09-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

iT'z OVER!!!!

yeah!! yesti was d last exam of ma Life
mayb so.... duN thinK abt tt now~
goT abT 2 weekz tiL attachmenT starTz
so anY pLanz any1??
haiz~ sighing coz i realise i'll b missinG lotz
i'll miss ma frenz
i'll miss studyinG, projz
i'll miss canteen food
i'll miss 'washing' ma eyes (looking at guyz)
i'll even miss d lecturers
i'll miss POLY LIFE!!
sheesh~ nvr realise 3 yrs is cominG to an end
wat comes afta dat, wiL haf to wait N see
foR now~ i wanna njoY n cherish
wat i haF durinG those 3 yrs....
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somethiNg is coMing to aN end...
duN wan to reveaL anythinG now
jus iN case oF jinxing iT....
but hopefuLly it goes well ~insyallah~
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*nth's gonna make diz right again
plz dun turn ur back,
i cant believe its hard juz to talk to u
well u dun understand....

2005-09-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

2 papers down.... 1 more to go!!!
den fuN fuN tiL attachmenT.....
enuF of examz~
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saT woke up earLy to go downTown easT
foR aYah's famiLy day (CAAS)
buT he had to work.....
ok b4 i toK abt saT,
there'S another sTory on 9 tix
ayaH has 5 tix, his freN has 4 tix...
his fRen gaf him 4 tix N ayaH didnT go
so we haF 5 tix frEE....
ask arD to freNs, no1 wanTed so ask cuzziNz
deN 3 tix goNe... 2 tiX snappEd up too...
so iN aLL 9 ppL n 1 babY wenT into WWW
WWW-wiLd wiLd weT

so aLL was fuN.... d ridez were awesomE..
watErworks, uLar-laH, tsunami, shiOk riveR
N oF coz d kiddie pLace!!
we Njoyed mosTLy at d kidz pLace
coz no ruLes~ aLL fuN!!!
we didNt joiN d rest of CAAS peepz,
we wenT free N easY~ LOL
LifEguarDs aLL look aLike
coz aLL so taNNed!!!
~njoyed d day i did~
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suN woke up N realised had to meeT jas
go sad's *ooopz* his sis weddinG
decO nice, food yumz....
bride&groom in orange (niceY!)
in aLL i Left at 2.30 leavinG jas behinD~LOL
wenT back N studY
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now i so haF to studY....
tmR afTa 11, pLay time!!!
movie anyone?? no1??
so saD *sobz* i go myseLf la....

*reminisce abT timez
of ppL being together,
of thingz tt hoLd ma life together,
abT me N u....

2005-09-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

miss updating ma bLog... stoopid neT!!
LOL~ ok time for some updatez...

fri was d last day oF sch... *sobz*
i'm thinking of all d times we spent....
movies, bbQ, chalet...
d laughteR, d sadness, d smiLez....
we shared all tt in tose years in poLy....
i'LL miss aLL of u veri mucH!!!
Luv aLL oF you~ hugx
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saT N sun was kak noi'S daY.....
she's someonE's wifey now....
congratz to heR n abg shahriL!!!
haF lotsa kidz reaL soon~ LOL
we were veri tireD but coz oF u... anythiNg goes
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moN wenT back to scH....
saw d peepz i'M gg to miss so mucH....
WET revision, proj hand iN....
iap/ihp stiL not out.... haiz~
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tue was mugginG daY supposeDLy.....
did some read thrU, some caLculationz
N 'layaN' my bro d whoLe time....
no theory went into ma head *cries*
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weD did somemore mugging....
den head down to SSDC....
i tot i saw him at d counter.... *faLse alarm*
it was d guy hu lookz like him,
N he stayz arD my area...
he's learning how to biKe....
lessoN same timing so he saw me in d caR...
den afta tt, had theory triaL....
yay!! i passed so can book for FTT now....
thanx instructor ghazali for encouragement
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today... will b some mugging
haf to input all in d brain!!
alittle lonG entry.... sheesh~ sori

*i wonder wat u R thinking abT
i wonder if u're missinG diz
i wonder iF u notice thingz
i wonder iF u wanna noE

2005-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

presenTationz day....
for SDD N WET....
Let's look at d pix,
they'LL xpLain better...

mR tan wid D.A.S.T pTe Ltd

jasmiNe, iDa, mrs mariaM N me

d babes oF d daY =LoL=
shiwei, iDa, jasmiNe, me N vimA

D.A.S.T's inTerior dRawinGs

mE wid pauL

me wiD kenneTh

diz is a bLog of pix....
wanted to puT all iN collagE
buT was too lazy =LOL=
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afTa WET presentatioN....
feRRy n new seT of piX awaitS

afTa presenTation =oN ferry=

d ppL hu make ma Life whoLe

missiN you...

goiNg homE n diz beaUtifuL scenerY awaiTZ

=oN d waY hoME=

nTh much taken therE
coz we foRgot we haD a caMera...
sO mayBe tt's aLL...

*Life goes oN
buT i'm missinG everythinG....

2005-08-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

yay!! coNgraTuLationz~

our 'veR own' pauLong...
*oopss* pauL ong has passed his drivinG!!
oF cos now mus drive uS arD aH....

weLL newayz, Life goes oN....
proJ presentationz tmr....
foRmaL weaR for CEE peepz...
wooohooo!! c some diFF in everY1 tmr....

ok enuF oF dis...
iF i haF more to saY....
wiLL b nexT time i bLog....

*i promise u
wid everythinG i aM.....

2005-08-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

interview went well,
but d thing is they onLi got vacancy for China...
didnt wan send me theRe,
as language barrier N food probz
so steve mite b gg...
now they kiV me, wait 4 brunei to ans...
nid to fill up formz...
decisionz mus b made by tonite...
form filling, email sendiN...

toLd him jus now... he was veri quiet abT it
den he said, "go la.. ask me 4 wad??"
i was like, "dun feeL any diff meh??"
he nvr said anything,
said i shld noe how he feels...
how M i to noe? if u wont tel me??

duN waLk in front of me,
i may not foLLoW....
duN waLk behinD me,
i maY not Lead....
waLk beside me,
N we'LL reach d intended destinatioN,
together....

*there's nothing 2 say
d moment u left,
i walked away full of regretz
heart so broken into 2
dunno wat i shLd do wid u...

2005-08-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

enTry.... wat to write??

to persoN no.1:
dun think too muCh..
fate was sucH daT u had to go thrU diz...
b strong!! sharE d probz~
to persoN no.2:
duN make ppL think tt ur intentioNs
R alwayz wronG...
xplaiN~ they duN cost a thinG!!
share ur feelinGs~

enuF of advices from me...
nid ma own advice doctoR...
haiz~ stuation is so testinG!!
i noe.... my entry doesnt make sense
but all will b revealed afta everythinG

*i'm sorry for everythinG...
tt day didnt go weLL,
buT dun shuT me ouT
canT take iT if it's froM u...